Gaillo
12th March 2011, 01:12 AM
Thread subject pretty much says it all. What an amazing... and terrifying time to be alive!
I'm just going to "free-form" it here... let my thoughts pour out as a pure (or muddy, depending on my eloquence or lack thereof!) stream of thought.
I know many of you have probably noticed that I haven't been here much lately... my family and work commitments have left me very little free time for "the internets" - but I'm here in spirit, if not in actuality. Don't worry though... I've kept JQP and madfranks apprised of the situation - so they can "circle and glare" (as I typically do!) in my absence! ;D
Some of you, afraid of death or looking for the realm of a better "reality" that supercedes what seems to pass for humanity's "best" these days, have turned to religion for your solace. I cannot judge you or say you are on the wrong path... lord knows I've spent enough years in religious search of the golden, holy heart of fire and light... assured of eventual peaceful heavenly destiny and paradise! I know VERY well the state of mind that goes along with seeking the divine and holy path. I sometimes even look back fondly and almost miss that special, golden kind of yearning that used to torture me so beautifully.
Touch down on today. I've had the first "good" day in about three weeks or so of stress-filled, nightmarish "getting through" with work and other commitments. I actually breathed a sigh of relief a few hours ago, knowing that even though the work was not yet complete, I had at least reached some kind of milestone in the epic struggle we call life.
I know there are HORRIBLE, SICKENING, NIGHTMARISH things going on right now just a short ocean away in the land of the rising sun... a land that I've always felt a special kinship with through my martial arts training, my historical studies, and my fondness toward raw fish cuisine and Sake... but I am still able to step back, breath, and say with complete honesty and certainty:
BEING HERE is so amazing... to sit, think, and BASK IN THE GLOW of my senses... to be ALIVE!!!
Nothing compares. Nothing can take it away... and NOTHING can take its place as a cheap-ass counterfeit substitute! 8)
Live, while you still can - nobody knows when the "end" will arrive. The S has H The F in Japan for thousands of thinking, feeling, learning, and loving beings - may they rest in peace following a horrible drowned/crushed death... and may WE take a "hint" from their passing and THINK about what OUR remaining time, however long it may be, and what it will finally amount to when we have finally passed on.
-Gaillo
I'm just going to "free-form" it here... let my thoughts pour out as a pure (or muddy, depending on my eloquence or lack thereof!) stream of thought.
I know many of you have probably noticed that I haven't been here much lately... my family and work commitments have left me very little free time for "the internets" - but I'm here in spirit, if not in actuality. Don't worry though... I've kept JQP and madfranks apprised of the situation - so they can "circle and glare" (as I typically do!) in my absence! ;D
Some of you, afraid of death or looking for the realm of a better "reality" that supercedes what seems to pass for humanity's "best" these days, have turned to religion for your solace. I cannot judge you or say you are on the wrong path... lord knows I've spent enough years in religious search of the golden, holy heart of fire and light... assured of eventual peaceful heavenly destiny and paradise! I know VERY well the state of mind that goes along with seeking the divine and holy path. I sometimes even look back fondly and almost miss that special, golden kind of yearning that used to torture me so beautifully.
Touch down on today. I've had the first "good" day in about three weeks or so of stress-filled, nightmarish "getting through" with work and other commitments. I actually breathed a sigh of relief a few hours ago, knowing that even though the work was not yet complete, I had at least reached some kind of milestone in the epic struggle we call life.
I know there are HORRIBLE, SICKENING, NIGHTMARISH things going on right now just a short ocean away in the land of the rising sun... a land that I've always felt a special kinship with through my martial arts training, my historical studies, and my fondness toward raw fish cuisine and Sake... but I am still able to step back, breath, and say with complete honesty and certainty:
BEING HERE is so amazing... to sit, think, and BASK IN THE GLOW of my senses... to be ALIVE!!!
Nothing compares. Nothing can take it away... and NOTHING can take its place as a cheap-ass counterfeit substitute! 8)
Live, while you still can - nobody knows when the "end" will arrive. The S has H The F in Japan for thousands of thinking, feeling, learning, and loving beings - may they rest in peace following a horrible drowned/crushed death... and may WE take a "hint" from their passing and THINK about what OUR remaining time, however long it may be, and what it will finally amount to when we have finally passed on.
-Gaillo