mrnhtbr2232
10th June 2011, 08:36 PM
Without philosophical insight it would never be possible to advance in life. By extension, to exist as a thinking being one must be honest and examine cause and effect without a false sense of urgency or artificial conclusion. I first noticed inconsistencies in my belief systems earlier this year. Long-held assumptions were beginning to reveal themselves to be untrue and a dissonance set in. I recognized denying certain truths was dishonest, and that to truly be a thinking being I had to surrender my hatred. Several truths began to materialize as a result like judging people individually was honest and people who play by the rules should be respected. How odd I had never allowed myself to confirm the obvious, choosing instead to be the very things I criticized.
I took time off a month ago and began to dismantle my false realities. In the five decades I have walked this earth I have indicted every race, religion, and institution by genuflecting to the belief they were responsible for all of the world's problems. They are not of course, but this false paradigm is low hanging fruit for reactive thinking. All of us begin our journey as products of our environments and are shaped by a chromatic range of suggestions and emotions. As our experience with them grows they can take on a false legitimacy in our subconscious.
It is the ability to see these things as evolutionary instead of static that saves us from ourselves and the one thing that the majority must learn to survive the enslavement of their minds. Those I have laughed off as worthless or inferior are no different than I am in the eyes of tyranny and the top of the pyramid sees us as equal feedstock for vampires. The game of inflaming passions to divide and conquer has been immutable through the ages. As all levels of global society experience a need to justify their labors, their alliances overtake their logic and manifest as the chaos we see all around us.
One of my issues related to this was hate rushing in to fill the void of my reconsideration, being too impatient to wait for more sensible decisions and expressions. By marginalizing the very things I needed to negotiate, hate was the firewall preventing communication with a rich tapestry of guideposts. To be clear for a moment: subduing my prejudices has not sterilized my frustrations and angers. I remain in defiance of licking the boots of my oppressors. I still cry out for the white race and the slaughter of its heritage. I still find the treachery of Jewish and masonic criminals to be anathema to good and worshiping of evil. It is the all means justified at the end mentality (the cause) that is strip mining our souls and motivations (the effect).
By choosing a frame of reference not dependent on flippantly discounting someone else it creates an intrinsic value that cannot be stolen by the invincible and denies their hate tribute. The freedom we seek is already ours - that is what we should all understand and the rest will come easy. There are other truths as well. While I remain safely outside subscription to religious practice, I realize now there is sound moral guidance and valuable teachings to it. This is tempered with the understanding that the written word is often scribed by conquering historians and distorted accordingly. Once again it is the necessity to navigate the fog of half-truths to discover the truth.
And yet another: living by principle based on sound judgment without hatred is empowering. Since beginning to detoxify, I have a new sense of purpose and a sharper sense of analysis. I can now reverse hate's momentum and start pushing it instead to reveal its origins and means to learn about it. All these gains are layering on each other and combining their raw materials to build more complex structures. Each day grows less alarming, and smelling the roses has taken on a new legitimacy.
I am sharing all of this with you because GSUS has played a large role in identifying these truths. Several of you in particular have my greatest respect for your depth of knowledge and the wisdom you share with us. All of you are worthy just for being here and the fact there is not always agreement is precisely why it is valuable. I want to publicly thank one member in particular. It was Awoke's thread a while back about personal growth and letting go of long-held assumptions that inspired me to change and it called me to appear before my own darkness. While I was away from the board he and I emailed about my growing pains and I am grateful for his support. I am here to say GSUS has made a genuine impact on my life, and I now look forward to actively returning with a new-found point of view knowing I am among giants and not slaves.
I took time off a month ago and began to dismantle my false realities. In the five decades I have walked this earth I have indicted every race, religion, and institution by genuflecting to the belief they were responsible for all of the world's problems. They are not of course, but this false paradigm is low hanging fruit for reactive thinking. All of us begin our journey as products of our environments and are shaped by a chromatic range of suggestions and emotions. As our experience with them grows they can take on a false legitimacy in our subconscious.
It is the ability to see these things as evolutionary instead of static that saves us from ourselves and the one thing that the majority must learn to survive the enslavement of their minds. Those I have laughed off as worthless or inferior are no different than I am in the eyes of tyranny and the top of the pyramid sees us as equal feedstock for vampires. The game of inflaming passions to divide and conquer has been immutable through the ages. As all levels of global society experience a need to justify their labors, their alliances overtake their logic and manifest as the chaos we see all around us.
One of my issues related to this was hate rushing in to fill the void of my reconsideration, being too impatient to wait for more sensible decisions and expressions. By marginalizing the very things I needed to negotiate, hate was the firewall preventing communication with a rich tapestry of guideposts. To be clear for a moment: subduing my prejudices has not sterilized my frustrations and angers. I remain in defiance of licking the boots of my oppressors. I still cry out for the white race and the slaughter of its heritage. I still find the treachery of Jewish and masonic criminals to be anathema to good and worshiping of evil. It is the all means justified at the end mentality (the cause) that is strip mining our souls and motivations (the effect).
By choosing a frame of reference not dependent on flippantly discounting someone else it creates an intrinsic value that cannot be stolen by the invincible and denies their hate tribute. The freedom we seek is already ours - that is what we should all understand and the rest will come easy. There are other truths as well. While I remain safely outside subscription to religious practice, I realize now there is sound moral guidance and valuable teachings to it. This is tempered with the understanding that the written word is often scribed by conquering historians and distorted accordingly. Once again it is the necessity to navigate the fog of half-truths to discover the truth.
And yet another: living by principle based on sound judgment without hatred is empowering. Since beginning to detoxify, I have a new sense of purpose and a sharper sense of analysis. I can now reverse hate's momentum and start pushing it instead to reveal its origins and means to learn about it. All these gains are layering on each other and combining their raw materials to build more complex structures. Each day grows less alarming, and smelling the roses has taken on a new legitimacy.
I am sharing all of this with you because GSUS has played a large role in identifying these truths. Several of you in particular have my greatest respect for your depth of knowledge and the wisdom you share with us. All of you are worthy just for being here and the fact there is not always agreement is precisely why it is valuable. I want to publicly thank one member in particular. It was Awoke's thread a while back about personal growth and letting go of long-held assumptions that inspired me to change and it called me to appear before my own darkness. While I was away from the board he and I emailed about my growing pains and I am grateful for his support. I am here to say GSUS has made a genuine impact on my life, and I now look forward to actively returning with a new-found point of view knowing I am among giants and not slaves.