GoD doesn't understand the desire to control people

[General of Darkness]

Everything from watching us peasants to the continual FOX and CNN feeds of bullshit.

It's nonstop. Terror terror terror and jews are our friends.

The food we eat, the chemtrails, carbon taxes. It's fucking endless.

I posted a thread about my dogs and strange anomilies, no one commented on it, which is irrelevant, BUT these are becoming more prevalent, and obvious.

Man, I'm a human being, and I'm aware of my internal gyroscope, I live in L.A.. Not to sound like a weirdo, but my bad vibe thermometer is going off the charts these days. It's like this mountain of bullshit or DOOM is building, and it's getting ready to burst on our heads and it worrisome.

Dunno what else to say. I do love you assholes, I just think this place we call the planet/home is going in the wrong direction and TPTB almost have all their pieces in place to kick our asses.

And I don't know why.

[Gaillo]

Read my .sig - the part about the two kinds of people in this world.

[Glass]

Given that the people in power and in entertainment are openly worshipping the devil, that should be a pretty good indicator. Even if you don't personally believe they do and that is what motivates and guides them. I don't think there is anything complicated about it.

[Shami-Amourae]

Given that the people in power and in entertainment are openly worshipping the devil, that should be a pretty good indicator. Even if you don't personally believe they do and that is what motivates and guides them. I don't think there is anything complicated about it.

They do. Even I know that, and I'm an atheist.

[vacuum]

Read my .sig - the part about the two kinds of people in this world.
Read mine :)

(I actually think there is merit in what you're saying, though I'd frame it differently)

[Hatha Sunahara]

Maybe this will help you GoD:

It's possible you're a 'gamma rat'. Read the article. It's a compliment. Casey explains why we're going in the wrong direction. I agree with him, because I have seen the takeover of the sociopaths with my own eyes during my career at work. They are so unpleasant that nobody wants to make the effort to stop them or get rid of them. The world is run by people who are for all practical purposes insane. That's why it has to crash. Try to get good at damage control. It's world-wide. You cant escape them totally, but you can minimize their impact on you.


The Ascendence of Sociopaths in US Governance

http://www.caseyresearch.com/articles/ascendence-sociopaths-us-governance

March 21, 2012 2:53pm GMT

By Doug Casey, Casey Research (http://www.caseyresearch.com/cm/american-debt-crisis?ppref=CSR420ED0312B)
An International Man lives and does business wherever he finds conditions most advantageous, regardless of arbitrary borders. He's diversified globally, with passports from multiple countries, assets in several jurisdictions and his residence in yet another. He doesn't depend absolutely on any country and regards all of them as competitors for his capital and expertise.
Living as an international man used to be just an interesting possibility. But few Americans opted for it, since the US used to reward those who settled in and put down roots. In fact, it rewarded them better than any other country in the world, so there was nothing pressing about becoming an international man.
Things change, however, and being rooted like a plant, at least if you have a choice, is a suboptimal strategy for surviving and prospering. Throughout history, almost every place has at some point become dangerous for those who were stuck there. It may be America's turn.
For those who can take up the life of an international man, it's no longer just an interesting lifestyle decision. It has become, at a minimum, an asset saver, and it could be a life saver. That said, I understand the hesitation you may feel about taking action; pulling up one's roots (or at least grafting some of them to a new location) can be almost as traumatic to a man as to a vegetable.
As any intelligent observer surveys the world's economic and political landscape, he has to be disturbed – even dismayed and a bit frightened – by the gravity and number of problems that mark the horizon. We're confronted by economic depression, looming financial chaos, serious currency inflation, onerous taxation, crippling regulation, developing police states and, worst of all, the prospect of a major war. It seems almost unbelievable that we are talking of the US – which historically has been the land of the free.
How did we get here? An argument can be made that miscalculation, accident, inattention and the like are why things go bad. Those elements do have a role, but it is minor. Potential catastrophe across the board can't be the result of happenstance. When things go wrong on a grand scale, it's not just bad luck or inadvertence. It's because of serious character flaws in one or many – or even all – of the players.
So is there a root cause of all the problems I've cited? If we can find it, it may tell us how we personally can best respond to the problems.
In this article, I'm going to argue that the US government, in particular, is being overrun by the wrong kind of person. It's a trend that's been in motion for many years but has now reached a point of no return. In other words, a type of moral rot has become so prevalent that it's institutional in nature. There is not going to be, therefore, any serious change in the direction in which the US is headed until a genuine crisis topples the existing order. Until then, the trend will accelerate.
The reason is that a certain class of people – sociopaths – are now fully in control of major American institutions. Their beliefs and attitudes are insinuated throughout the economic, political, intellectual and psychological/spiritual fabric of the US.
What does this mean to the individual? It depends on your character. Are you the kind of person who supports "my country right or wrong," as did most Germans in the 1930s and 1940s, or the kind who dodges the duty to be a helpmate to murderers? The type of passenger who goes down with the ship or the type who puts on his vest and looks for a life boat? The type of individual who supports the merchants who offer the fairest deal or the type who is gulled by splashy TV commercials?
What the ascendancy of sociopaths means isn't an academic question. Throughout history, the question has been a matter of life and death. That's one reason America grew; every American (or any ex-colonial) has forebears who confronted the issue and decided to uproot themselves to go somewhere with better prospects. The losers were those who delayed thinking about the question until the last minute.
I have often described myself, and those I prefer to associate with, as gamma rats. You may recall the ethologist's characterization of the social interaction of rats as being between a few alpha rats and many beta rats, the alpha rats being dominant and the beta rats submissive. In addition, a small percentage are gamma rats that stake out prime territory and mates, like the alphas, but are not interested in dominating the betas. The people most inclined to leave for the wide world outside and seek fortune elsewhere are typically gamma personalities.
You may be thinking that what happened in places like Nazi Germany, the Soviet Union, Mao's China, Pol Pot's Cambodia and scores of other countries in recent history could not, for some reason, happen in the US. Actually, there's no reason it won't at this point. All the institutions that made America exceptional – including a belief in capitalism, individualism, self-reliance and the restraints of the Constitution – are now only historical artifacts.
On the other hand, the distribution of sociopaths is completely uniform across both space and time. Per capita, there were no more evil people in Stalin's Russia, Hitler's Germany, Mao's China, Amin's Uganda, Ceausescu's Romania or Pol Pot's Cambodia than there are today in the US. All you need is favorable conditions for them to bloom, much as mushrooms do after a rainstorm.
Conditions for them in the US are becoming quite favorable. Have you ever wondered where the 50,000 people employed by the TSA to inspect and degrade you came from? Most of them are middle-aged. Did they have jobs before they started doing something that any normal person would consider demeaning? Most did, but they were attracted to – not repelled by – a job where they wear a costume and abuse their fellow citizens all day.
Few of them can imagine that they're shepherding in a police state as they play their roles in security theater. (A reinforced door on the pilots' cabin is probably all that's actually needed, although the most effective solution would be to hold each airline responsible for its own security and for the harm done if it fails to protect passengers and third parties.) But the 50,000 newly employed are exactly the same type of people who joined the Gestapo – eager to help in the project of controlling everyone. Nobody was drafted into the Gestapo.
What's going on here is an instance of Pareto's Law. That's the 80-20 rule that tells us, for example, that 80% of your sales come from 20% of your salesmen or that 20% of the population are responsible for 80% of the crime.
As I see it, 80% of people are basically decent; their basic instincts are to live by the Boy Scout virtues. 20% of people, however, are what you might call potential trouble sources, inclined toward doing the wrong thing when the opportunity presents itself. They might now be shoe clerks, mailmen or waitresses – they seem perfectly benign in normal times. They play baseball on weekends and pet the family dog. However, given the chance, they will sign up for the Gestapo, the Stasi, the KGB, the TSA, Homeland Security or whatever. Many are well intentioned but likely to favor force as the solution to any problem.
But it doesn't end there, because 20% of that 20% are really bad actors. They are drawn to government and other positions where they can work their will on other people and, because they're enthusiastic about government, they rise to leadership positions. They remake the culture of the organizations they run in their own image. Gradually, non-sociopaths can no longer stand being there. They leave. Soon the whole barrel is full of bad apples. That's what's happening today in the US.
It's a pity that Bush, when he was in office, made such a big deal of evil. He discredited the concept. He made Boobus americanus think it only existed in a distant axis, in places like North Korea, Iraq and Iran – which were and still are irrelevant backwaters and arbitrarily chosen enemies. Bush trivialized the concept of evil and made it seem banal because he was such a fool. All the while real evil, very immediate and powerful, was growing right around him, and he lacked the awareness to see he was fertilizing it by turning the US into a national security state after 9/11.
Now, I believe, it's out of control. The US is already in a truly major depression and on the edge of financial chaos and a currency meltdown. The sociopaths in government will react by redoubling the pace toward a police state domestically and starting a major war abroad. To me, this is completely predictable. It's what sociopaths do.
There are seven characteristics I can think of that define a sociopath, although I'm sure the list could be extended.


Sociopaths completely lack a conscience or any capacity for real regret about hurting people. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths put their own desires and wants on a totally different level from those of other people. Their wants are incommensurate. They truly believe their ends justify their means. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths consider themselves superior to everyone else, because they aren't burdened by the emotions and ethics others have – they're above all that. They're arrogant. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths never accept the slightest responsibility for anything that goes wrong, even though they're responsible for almost everything that goes wrong. You'll never hear a sincere apology from them.
Sociopaths have a lopsided notion of property rights. What's theirs is theirs, and what's yours is theirs too. They therefore defend currency inflation and taxation as good things.
Sociopaths usually pick the wrong target to attack. If they lose their wallet, they kick the dog. If 16 Saudis fly planes into buildings, they attack Afghanistan.
Sociopaths traffic in disturbing news, they love to pass on destructive rumors and they'll falsify information to damage others.

The fact that they're chronic, extremely convincing and even enthusiastic liars, who often believe their own lies, means they aren't easy to spot, because normal people naturally assume another person is telling the truth. They rarely have handlebar mustaches or chortle like Snidely Whiplash. Instead, they cultivate a social veneer or a mask of sanity that diverts suspicion. You can rely on them to be "politically correct" in public. How could a congressman or senator who avidly supports charities possibly be a bad guy? They're expert at using facades to disguise reality, and they feel no guilt about it.
Political elites are primarily, and sometimes exclusively, composed of sociopaths. It's not just that they aren't normal human beings. They're barely even human, a separate subspecies, differentiated by their psychological qualities. A normal human can mate with them spiritually and psychologically about as fruitfully as a modern human could mate physically with a Neanderthal; it can be done, but the results won't be good.
It's a serious problem when a society becomes highly politicized, as is now the case in the US and Europe. In normal times, a sociopath stays under the radar. Perhaps he'll commit a common crime when he thinks he can get away with it, but social mores keep him reined in. However, once the government changes its emphasis from protecting citizens from force to initiating force with laws and taxes, those social mores break down. Peer pressure, social approbation and moral opprobrium, the forces that keep a healthy society orderly, are replaced by regulations enforced by cops and funded by taxes. Sociopaths sense this, start coming out of the woodwork and are drawn to the State and its bureaucracies and regulatory agencies, where they can get licensed and paid to do what they've always wanted to do.
It's very simple, really. There are two ways people can relate to each other: voluntarily or coercively. The government is pure coercion, and sociopaths are drawn to its power and force.
The majority of Americans will accept the situation for two reasons: One, they have no philosophical anchor to keep them from being washed up onto the rocks. They no longer have any real core beliefs, and most of their opinions – e.g., "We need national health care," "Our brave troops should fight evil over there so we don't have to fight it over here," "The rich should pay their fair share" – are reactive and comforting. The whole point of spin doctors is to produce comforting sound bites that elude testing against reality. And, two, they've become too pampered and comfortable, a nation of overfed losers, mooches and coasters who like the status quo without wondering how long it can possibly last.
It's nonsensical to blather about the Land of the Free and Home of the Brave when reality TV and Walmart riots are much closer to the truth. The majority of Americans are, of course, where the rot originates – the presidential candidates are spending millions taking their pulse in surveys and polls and then regurgitating to them what they seem to want to hear. Once a country buys into the idea that an above-average, privileged lifestyle is everyone's minimum due, when the fortunate few can lobby for special deals to rake something off the table as they squeeze wealth out of others by force, that country is on the decline. Lobbying and taxation rather than production and innovation have never been able to sustain prosperity. The wealth being squeezed took centuries to produce, but it is not inexhaustible.
In that light, it was interesting to hear Mitt Romney, the presumptive Republican nominee, speak about the lower, middle and upper classes recently. Romney is an empty suit, only marginally better than the last Republican nominee, the hostile and mildly demented John McCain. In any event, Romney is right about the poor, in a way – there is a "safety net," now holding 50 million people on Medicaid and 46 million on food stamps, among many other supposed benefits. And he's right about the rich; there's no need to worry about them at the moment – at least until the revolution starts. He claims to worry about the middle class, not that his worries will do anything to help them. But he's right that the middle class is where the problem lies. It's just a different kind of problem than he thinks.
People generally fall into an economic class because of their psychology and their values. Each of the three classes has a characteristic psychological profile. For the lower class, it's apathy. They have nothing, they're ground down and they don't really care. They're not in the game, and they aren't going to do anything; they're resigned to their fate. For the upper class, it's greed and arrogance. They have everything, and they think they deserve it – whether they do or not. The middle class – at least in today's world – is run by fear. Fear that they're only a paycheck away from falling into the lower class. Fear that they can't pay their debts or borrow more. Fear that they don't have a realistic prospect of improving themselves.
The problem is that fear is a negative, dangerous and potentially explosive emotion. It can easily morph into anger and violence. Exactly where it will lead is unpredictable, but it's not a good place. One thing that exacerbates the situation is that all three classes now rely on the government, albeit in different ways. Bankruptcy of the government will affect them all drastically.
With sociopaths in charge, we could very well see the Milgram experiment reenacted on a national scale. In the experiment, you may recall, researchers asked members of the public to torture subjects (who, unbeknownst to the people being recruited, were paid actors) with electric shocks, all the way up to what they believed were lethal doses. Most of them did as asked, after being assured that it was "alright" and "necessary" by men in authority. The men in authority today are mostly sociopaths.
WHAT TO DO
One practical issue worth thinking about is how you, as someone with libertarian values, will manage in a future increasingly controlled by sociopaths. My guess is poorly, unless you take action to insulate yourself. That's because of the way almost all creatures are programmed by nature. There's one imperative common to all of them: Survive! People obviously want to do that as individuals. And as families. In fact, they want all the groups that they're members of to survive, simply because (everything else being equal) it should help them to survive as individuals. So individual Marines want the Marine Corps to survive. Individual Rotarians want the Rotary Club to prosper. Individual Catholics leap to the defense of the Church of Rome.
That's why individual Germans during World War II were, as has been asserted, "willing executioners" – they were supporting the Reich for the same reasons the Marines, the Rotarians and the Catholics support their groups. Except more so, because the Reich was under attack from all sides. So of course they followed orders and turned in their neighbors who seemed less than enthusiastic. Failing to support the Reich – even if they knew it had some rather unsavory aspects – seemed an invitation to invading armies to come and rape their daughters, steal their property and probably kill them. So of course the Germans closed ranks around their leaders, even though everyone at the top was a sociopath. You can expect Americans to do the same.
Americans have done so before, when the country was far less degraded. During the War Between the States, even saying something against the war was a criminal offense. The same was true during World War I. In World War II, the Japanese were all put in concentration camps on groundless, racially based suspicions of disloyalty. During the early years of the Cold War, McCarthyism was rampant. The examples are legion among humans, and the US was never an exception. It's even true among chickens. If a bird has a feather out of place, the others will peck at it, eventually killing it. That out-of-place feather is deemed a badge of otherness announcing that its owner isn't part of the group. Chicken Autre must die.
Libertarians, who tend to be more intelligent, better informed and very definitely more independent than average, are going to be in a touchy situation as the crisis deepens. Most aren't going to buy into the groupthink that inevitably accompanies war and other major crises. As such, they'll be seen as unreliable, even traitors. As Bush said, "If you're not with us, you're against us." And, he might have added, "the Constitution be damned." But of course that document is no longer even given lip service; it's now a completely dead letter.
It's very hard for an individualist to keep his mouth shut when he sees these things going on. But he'd better keep quiet, as even HL Mencken wisely did during both world wars. In today's world, just keeping quiet won't be enough; the national security state has an extensive, and growing, file on everybody. They believe they know exactly what your beliefs, desires, fears and associations are, or may be. What we're now facing is likely to be more dangerous than past crises. If you're wise, you'll relocate someplace where you're something of an outsider and, by virtue of that fact, are allowed a measure of eccentric opinion. That's why I spend an increasing amount of time in Latin America. In truth, however, security is going to be hard to find anywhere in the years to come. The most you can hope for is to tilt the odds in your favor.
The best way to do that is by diversifying your assets internationally. Allocating your wealth into real assets. Linking up with sound, like-minded people who share your values. And staying alert for the high-potential speculations that inevitably arise during chaotic times.
[Another puzzle piece that sadly fits in place for the fall of the US is its astounding debt crisis (http://www.caseyresearch.com/cm/american-debt-crisis?ppref=CSR420ED0312B). Those with the foresight to take advantage of the shifting trends it triggers can not just survive, but thrive during the challenging times ahead.]


Hatha

[General of Darkness]

The main reason I love this forum, it definitely is the red pill.

Glass your post is very interesting because I've spend almost an hour watching the "devil" and it's influence on the entertainment industry and the "scarifies" that are made.

Regardless, I personally sense something is very wrong. I don't know how else to say it without sounding like a crazy person, but as a clock keeps ticking, we're moving in to some period of time that going to be worse than the dark ages is what my gut tells me.

[EE_]

Have no fear, have a plan, know that when it is your time to die you will stand as a man.

The powers that be are pumping doom into American homes for a reason.
They want you to live in fear. It is the key to control, and they can only win if you succumb.

Ignore the noise and live!

[Book]

An International Man lives and does business wherever he finds conditions most advantageous, regardless of arbitrary borders. He's diversified globally, with passports from multiple countries, assets in several jurisdictions and his residence in yet another. He doesn't depend absolutely on any country and regards all of them as competitors for his capital and expertise.



Judea Declares War on Germany (http://incogman.net/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/DailyExpress_March1933_judeafrontpage.jpg).

::) opportunistic parasite jew

[Book]

I live in L.A.



::)

[gunDriller]

Everything from watching us peasants to the continual FOX and CNN feeds of bullshit.

It's nonstop. Terror terror terror and jews are our friends.

...

Dunno what else to say. I do love you assholes, I just think this place we call the planet/home is going in the wrong direction and TPTB almost have all their pieces in place to kick our asses.

And I don't know why.


i just got an email from "Tracy Martin and Sybrina Fulton" about "our son Trevor".

from having my name on some old Move-on mailing list. it's an organization run by Jews, tugging at people's heart-strings about the un-just killing of some black guy.


the Jew methodology is to keep people SATURATED.

"oh, those poor Sudanese" etc.

(what about the Palestinians ? you ask - you're supposed to be too exhausted from worrying about Terror, Trevor Martin, and the Sudanese ... don't ask about Gaza.)


EDIT - Trevor is the young black kid who was killed by Zimmerman in Florida. it was my mistake to imply that that didn't matter.

but it's interesting how a black man killed by a Jew is used by the Jews as part of their Saturation Control-the-World media coverage. this wasn't something i got from TV - it was sitting in my EMAIL.

[DMac]

I have a feeling this summer is going to be brutally hot.

Lately, when talking about the status of stuff in general, I have found myself (several times) asking the group to stop this planet because I would like to get off and try a new one.

This whole shebang (Western Civ) is currently a grueling march towards collapse, morally, ethically, sociologically, economically, etc etc.

[osoab]

GoD doesn't understand the desire to control people



And I don't know why.


BS GoD and you know it.

You have stated on the forum numerous times what you would do if in charge.

Power begets power trips. Most men (and women) can't handle the power.





Dunno what else to say. I do love you assholes


Are you getting all mushy on us? ;D

[gunDriller]

I have a feeling this summer is going to be brutally hot.

Lately, when talking about the status of stuff in general, I have found myself (several times) asking the group to stop this planet because I would like to get off and try a new one.


first time i felt 'normal' after 9-11 was about a month and a half later, skin diving in some kelp beds in San Diego, staring at 4 foot long groupers.

interesting how immersing ourselves in Mother Nature can help us forget about all the man-made Zionist bullshit.

[mamboni]

Read my .sig - the part about the two kinds of people in this world.

GoD:

What Gaillo posted is what immediately came to mind when reading your [tortured] message; or is it a primal scream fro relief from all the neverending bullshit? LOL

I would add some observations after living 57 years on this planet and having to withstand all manner of people good, bad and indifferent. Some people are emotional vampires. They have a separate set of rules for themselves and another for everyone else. These are tthe people who, because of their self-destructive, illogical, and flawed way of thinking cannot live alone but rather must feed off others as an emotional and often material parasite. I have two brothers like this and a few associates. I think Hatha's post with the seven charactistics of a sociopath sums it up well:


Sociopaths completely lack a conscience or any capacity for real regret about hurting people. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths put their own desires and wants on a totally different level from those of other people. Their wants are incommensurate. They truly believe their ends justify their means. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths consider themselves superior to everyone else, because they aren't burdened by the emotions and ethics others have – they're above all that. They're arrogant. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths never accept the slightest responsibility for anything that goes wrong, even though they're responsible for almost everything that goes wrong. You'll never hear a sincere apology from them.
Sociopaths have a lopsided notion of property rights. What's theirs is theirs, and what's yours is theirs too. They therefore defend currency inflation and taxation as good things.
Sociopaths usually pick the wrong target to attack. If they lose their wallet, they kick the dog. If 16 Saudis fly planes into buildings, they attack Afghanistan.
Sociopaths traffic in disturbing news, they love to pass on destructive rumors and they'll falsify information to damage others.
In basic street talk, these people are no good fucking moochers and slackers, whining abotu everyhting, demanding that someone else fix it, demanding respect and admiration from everyone, and doing absolutely nothing good or constructive to earn it. My brothers are sociopaths; it has taken me an entire lifetime of tolerating their bullshit, games, rumor-mongering, backbiting, scamming and countless family dinners destroyed by their stupid petty arguments over utter nonsense to accept this realtiy.

For example, about three years ago, I had a falling out with my mother, who was living with my oldest brother in another state. She was about 85 at the time, and telling me how she was giivng money to each of my brothers to help them out. Mind you one brother is 61 and the other 57 at the time. I told her I thought it was ridiculous that grown men were mooching off their mother. One brother hasn't worked in over 25 years, is recently divorced from the wife that carried his sorry ass all those years, and then had the fucking balls to sue her to get half of her pension. I couldn't believe what a scumbag he had become. My other brother worked for GM on the lines, and bragged for years about going to work drunk, sleeping on the job and stealing parts from "Generous Motors." He was always complaining about management and the need for a union. These stories go back to the 1980s when GM seemed invincible. I told him then that GM will someday go bankrupt thanks to him and his union. He didn't like that and said I was nuts and GM would always be number one. I mean, he had no clue as to how twisted and illogical he sounded.

Anyway, when my mother and I had words, I told her to stop calling me and whining about my brothers' mooching off her because she was the real culprit as she was enabling it. So she gets mad and we no longer speak. Three years later she suddenly dies (massive anuerysm rupture). So I drive to the hospital and review everything with my brothers and the hospital staff. My brothers inform me that she was angry at me and had written them a note cutting me out of the Will. I told them they were welcome to the money and to choke on it. A few days later, at the wake, the funeral parlor director meets twice with all of us and delicately explains how the entire wake should be paid for with a check and not a credit card. He understood that my mother's estate may not be entirely liquid but asked us to do the right thing.

Well, on the last day my oldest brother, the executor, shows up to the meeting with no check. Instead he mumbles something and whips out a MasterCard. The director is shocked and nonplussed. I cut a check for $14,000 on the spot and handed to the man, while my two brothers did absolutely nothing. I was livid but contained myself. About an hour later, in the car driving home with my wife, I had her call the bank and stop the check. I then had her call the funeral parlor director and explain what went down. He understood perfectly and said he would take it up with my brother. Mind you my mother's estate was probably in excess of $200,000 (unless my brothers and their kids had totally sucked her dry financially). But, as I said to my wife that day, my fucking brother couldn't help himself; even at our mother's funeral he was trying to scam me, the "rich doctor who can afford it" as he as apt to say.


As for these sociopaths in your life:
1. learn to recognize them
2. don't put up with their bullshit
3. stay far away from them
4. if they won't stay away, then inflict maximum pain and suffering on them umtil they get the message.

[LastResort]

first time i felt 'normal' after 9-11 was about a month and a half later, skin diving in some kelp beds in San Diego, staring at 4 foot long groupers.

interesting how immersing ourselves in Mother Nature can help us forget about all the man-made Zionist bullshit.

+1 on that

I spent an extra long weekend at a remote fishing camp a month ago. 4 feet of snow everwhere no cell phone signal no power no bullshit. Strange how waking up in the middle of the night to stoke the wood stove feels so satisfying. Me my snowmobile fishing gear and unbroken trails, and lots of back lakes.... I almost cried when I had to leave.

[Old Herb Lady]

GoD:

What Gaillo posted is what immediately came to mind when reading your [tortured] message; or is it a primal scream fro relief from all the neverending bullshit? LOL

I would add some observations after living 57 years on this planet and having to withstand all manner of people good, bad and indifferent. Some people are emotional vampires. They have a separate set of rules for themselves and another for everyone else. These are tthe people who, because of their self-destructive, illogical, and flawed way of thinking cannot live alone but rather must feed off others as an emotional and often material parasite. I have two brothers like this and a few associates. I think Hatha's post with the seven charactistics of a sociopath sums it up well:


Sociopaths completely lack a conscience or any capacity for real regret about hurting people. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths put their own desires and wants on a totally different level from those of other people. Their wants are incommensurate. They truly believe their ends justify their means. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths consider themselves superior to everyone else, because they aren't burdened by the emotions and ethics others have – they're above all that. They're arrogant. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths never accept the slightest responsibility for anything that goes wrong, even though they're responsible for almost everything that goes wrong. You'll never hear a sincere apology from them.
Sociopaths have a lopsided notion of property rights. What's theirs is theirs, and what's yours is theirs too. They therefore defend currency inflation and taxation as good things.
Sociopaths usually pick the wrong target to attack. If they lose their wallet, they kick the dog. If 16 Saudis fly planes into buildings, they attack Afghanistan.
Sociopaths traffic in disturbing news, they love to pass on destructive rumors and they'll falsify information to damage others.
In basic street talk, these people are no good fucking moochers and slackers, whining abotu everyhting, demanding that someone else fix it, demanding respect and admiration from everyone, and doing absolutely nothing good or constructive to earn it. My brothers are sociopaths; it has taken me an entire lifetime of tolerating their bullshit, games, rumor-mongering, backbiting, scamming and countless family dinners destroyed by their stupid petty arguments over utter nonsense to accept this realtiy.

For example, about three years ago, I had a falling out with my mother, who was living with my oldest brother in another state. She was about 85 at the time, and telling me how she was giivng money to each of my brothers to help them out. Mind you one brother is 61 and the other 57 at the time. I told her I thought it was ridiculous that grown men were mooching off their mother. One brother hasn't worked in over 25 years, is recently divorced from the wife that carried his sorry ass all those years, and then had the fucking balls to sue her to get half of her pension. I couldn't believe what a scumbag he had become. My other brother worked for GM on the lines, and bragged for years about going to work drunk, sleeping on the job and stealing parts from "Generous Motors." He was always complaining about management and the need for a union. These stories go back to the 1980s when GM seemed invincible. I told him then that GM will someday go bankrupt thanks to him and his union. He didn't like that and said I was nuts and GM would always be number one. I mean, he had no clue as to how twisted and illogical he sounded.

Anyway, when my mother and I had words, I told her to stop calling me and whining about my brothers' mooching off her because she was the real culprit as she was enabling it. So she gets mad and we no longer speak. Three years later she suddenly dies (massive anuerysm rupture). So I drive to the hospital and review everything with my brothers and the hospital staff. My brothers inform me that she was angry at me and had written them a note cutting me out of the Will. I told them they were welcome to the money and to choke on it. A few days later, at the wake, the funeral parlor director meets twice with all of us and delicately explains how the entire wake should be paid for with a check and not a credit card. He understood that my mother's estate may not be entirely liquid but asked us to do the right thing.

Well, on the last day my oldest brother, the executor, shows up to the meeting with no check. Instead he mumbles something and whips out a MasterCard. The director is shocked and nonplussed. I cut a check for $14,000 on the spot and handed to the man, while my two brothers did absolutely nothing. I was livid but contained myself. About an hour later, in the car driving home with my wife, I had her call the bank and stop the check. I then had her call the funeral parlor director and explain what went down. He understood perfectly and said he would take it up with my brother. Mind you my mother's estate was probably in excess of $200,000 (unless my brothers and their kids had totally sucked her dry financially). But, as I said to my wife that day, my fucking brother couldn't help himself; even at our mother's funeral he was trying to scam me, the "rich doctor who can afford it" as he as apt to say.


As for these sociopaths in your life:
1. learn to recognize them
2. don't put up with their bullshit
3. stay far away from them
4. if they won't stay away, then inflict maximum pain and suffering on them umtil they get the message.


I, I don't know what to say, OMG. I can't believe you just wrote that. Stop writing stuff where I have to thank you dammit ! :)
anyhoo, WOW ! Boy do I hear you. I've been around alot of sociopaths myself and the one thing I can add is that
they will suck the life out of you,like you said...emotional vampires... And they NEVER stop, they keep at it, keep at it, it's like they LOVE it. There is NO conscious.
And the hardest thing is......THEY WILL FIND YOUR WEAKEST POINT about you & USE IT AGAINST YOU. Selfishness would be an extreme understatement !
Been there done that. They make you old way before your time...IF you let them. Not just old but worn & beaten down. I know, I know. I had to work with one who LOVED to torture me daily & she enjoyed it & I was terrified of her, but couldn't let her know, but now I've gotten older & stronger, thank God.

Thanks for the great post Mr Mamboneye

[chad]

GoD:

What Gaillo posted is what immediately came to mind when reading your [tortured] message; or is it a primal scream fro relief from all the neverending bullshit? LOL

I would add some observations after living 57 years on this planet and having to withstand all manner of people good, bad and indifferent. Some people are emotional vampires. They have a separate set of rules for themselves and another for everyone else. These are tthe people who, because of their self-destructive, illogical, and flawed way of thinking cannot live alone but rather must feed off others as an emotional and often material parasite. I have two brothers like this and a few associates. I think Hatha's post with the seven charactistics of a sociopath sums it up well:


Sociopaths completely lack a conscience or any capacity for real regret about hurting people. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths put their own desires and wants on a totally different level from those of other people. Their wants are incommensurate. They truly believe their ends justify their means. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths consider themselves superior to everyone else, because they aren't burdened by the emotions and ethics others have – they're above all that. They're arrogant. Although they pretend the opposite.
Sociopaths never accept the slightest responsibility for anything that goes wrong, even though they're responsible for almost everything that goes wrong. You'll never hear a sincere apology from them.
Sociopaths have a lopsided notion of property rights. What's theirs is theirs, and what's yours is theirs too. They therefore defend currency inflation and taxation as good things.
Sociopaths usually pick the wrong target to attack. If they lose their wallet, they kick the dog. If 16 Saudis fly planes into buildings, they attack Afghanistan.
Sociopaths traffic in disturbing news, they love to pass on destructive rumors and they'll falsify information to damage others.
In basic street talk, these people are no good fucking moochers and slackers, whining abotu everyhting, demanding that someone else fix it, demanding respect and admiration from everyone, and doing absolutely nothing good or constructive to earn it. My brothers are sociopaths; it has taken me an entire lifetime of tolerating their bullshit, games, rumor-mongering, backbiting, scamming and countless family dinners destroyed by their stupid petty arguments over utter nonsense to accept this realtiy.

For example, about three years ago, I had a falling out with my mother, who was living with my oldest brother in another state. She was about 85 at the time, and telling me how she was giivng money to each of my brothers to help them out. Mind you one brother is 61 and the other 57 at the time. I told her I thought it was ridiculous that grown men were mooching off their mother. One brother hasn't worked in over 25 years, is recently divorced from the wife that carried his sorry ass all those years, and then had the fucking balls to sue her to get half of her pension. I couldn't believe what a scumbag he had become. My other brother worked for GM on the lines, and bragged for years about going to work drunk, sleeping on the job and stealing parts from "Generous Motors." He was always complaining about management and the need for a union. These stories go back to the 1980s when GM seemed invincible. I told him then that GM will someday go bankrupt thanks to him and his union. He didn't like that and said I was nuts and GM would always be number one. I mean, he had no clue as to how twisted and illogical he sounded.

Anyway, when my mother and I had words, I told her to stop calling me and whining about my brothers' mooching off her because she was the real culprit as she was enabling it. So she gets mad and we no longer speak. Three years later she suddenly dies (massive anuerysm rupture). So I drive to the hospital and review everything with my brothers and the hospital staff. My brothers inform me that she was angry at me and had written them a note cutting me out of the Will. I told them they were welcome to the money and to choke on it. A few days later, at the wake, the funeral parlor director meets twice with all of us and delicately explains how the entire wake should be paid for with a check and not a credit card. He understood that my mother's estate may not be entirely liquid but asked us to do the right thing.

Well, on the last day my oldest brother, the executor, shows up to the meeting with no check. Instead he mumbles something and whips out a MasterCard. The director is shocked and nonplussed. I cut a check for $14,000 on the spot and handed to the man, while my two brothers did absolutely nothing. I was livid but contained myself. About an hour later, in the car driving home with my wife, I had her call the bank and stop the check. I then had her call the funeral parlor director and explain what went down. He understood perfectly and said he would take it up with my brother. Mind you my mother's estate was probably in excess of $200,000 (unless my brothers and their kids had totally sucked her dry financially). But, as I said to my wife that day, my fucking brother couldn't help himself; even at our mother's funeral he was trying to scam me, the "rich doctor who can afford it" as he as apt to say.


As for these sociopaths in your life:
1. learn to recognize them
2. don't put up with their bullshit
3. stay far away from them
4. if they won't stay away, then inflict maximum pain and suffering on them umtil they get the message.

substitute my brother-in-law for your brothers, and we are from the same family. amen mamboni, amen.

[Libertytree]

I for one would love to control the majority of the asshats that populate this country, a collective mental bitch slap into reality. Anyone who can willfully vote for anyone other than Ron Paul needs it and as EE stated in another thread, someday they'll get but they're not gonna like it.

[solid]

Mamboni,

Your powerful post really made just feel fortunate for my family. My Mom and Dad are still happily married and healthy, love each other very much. I have 3 brothers, who are like best friends. We are all financially independent, but would give our lives for each other if needed....heck, growing up, everyone around joked we were the 'cleavers' from Leave it to Beaver.

Anyway, much respect. You are one stand-up guy.

I'm really grateful for this forum and the knowledge I gain here. Good folks, indeed. God bless to all.

[Book]

...Lately, when talking about the status of stuff in general, I have found myself (several times) asking the group to stop this planet because I would like to get off and try a new one. This whole shebang (Western Civ) is currently a grueling march towards collapse, morally, ethically, sociologically, economically, etc etc.



http://davr.org/pics/dan/farside_sheep1_1.jpg

I've finally abandoned the quaint notion that we could somehow "awaken" our fellow goyim and somehow turn this around.

http://www.cvreefers.org/images/smilies/dazed024.gif maybe Jeremiah Johnson had the right idea about avoiding town people

[LuckyStrike]

I'm not sure if you wrote the OP to vent, or if you actually want answers as to why things are how they are but my honest advice for anyone who feels down is to seek guidance contained in Scripture. I can tell you that more than anything else in my life the Truth I have been shown there is what gets me through. I can point you (or anyone) towards some preachers who have a lot of discernment, but I will say beware because there are a lot of snakes out there.

I feel bad for people who go through life thinking this is all there is, what is the point? And I think ultimatly that is the main problem.

[dys]

It's coming, and I don't there is anything any of us can do to stop it anymore.

"World ain't waiting on you...that's vanity."
From the movie No Country for Old Men

dys

[old steel]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75UeVLbkXeg

;D

[StreetsOfGold]

They do. Even I know that, and I'm an atheist.

Then wake up. The devil is as real as the nose on your face. So is God (Jesus Christ) and he is THE ONLY ONE that can save you. NOTHING else. Not your "prepping" or knowledge of these things or your guns or your bug out places. NOTHING!!! There is no hiding from what's coming.

Luke 21:26 Men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken.

Revelation 6:16 And said to the mountains and rocks, Fall on us, and hide us from the face of him that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb:

[Gaillo]

Then wake up. The devil is as real as the nose on your face. So is God (Jesus Christ) and he is THE ONLY ONE that can save you. NOTHING else. Not your "prepping" or knowledge of these things or your guns or your bug out places. NOTHING!!! There is no hiding from what's coming.

Luke 21:26 Men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken.

Revelation 6:16 And said to the mountains and rocks, Fall on us, and hide us from the face of him that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb:

Or... Reality and clear, rational thought are good too.
I, for one, have had enough fear and holy terror for one lifetime - I'm looking for something a bit more "refreshing" and benevolent for a change.

[Horn]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78vCdX1DNIY

[FreeEnergy]

mamboni, +1000.

yet. they were YOUR FAMILY. YOUR BLOOD.

think 'bout that.

Your wife is a woman you share a bed with, she's not YOUR BLOOD.


One of the reasons you guys are loosing to the joos is because they understand what THE BLOOD is.

[mamboni]

mamboni, +1000.

yet. they were YOUR FAMILY. YOUR BLOOD.

think 'bout that.

Your wife is a woman you share a bed with, she's not YOUR BLOOD.


One of the reasons you guys are loosing to the joos is because they understand what THE BLOOD is.

I hope you're not suggesting that BLOOD relation should trump lack of ethics, morals, honesty and trust. Criminal cartels are at an advantage: being a thug, a thief, a liar and a shill are attributes. Honor among thieves indeed! Those of us who try to lead honorable lives are at a distinct disadvantage, as where we stand and how we will conduct overselves is completely transparent. How do we defeat the forces of evil then? It is a vexing question.

[solid]

Those of us who try to lead honorable lives are at a distinct disadvantage, as where we stand and how we will conduct overselves is completely transparent. How do we defeat the forces of evil then? It is a vexing question.

That's a tough question. Often, to defeat evil one must lower themselves down to their level. A lot to ask. I know this from law enforcement. To catch a crook, often you need to act like one as well. It's a cat and mouse game, they play.

To live an honorable life is to rise above that. Let the cluster fester below you, not be a part of it at all. The defeat will come when they come to us, imo. They will have an honorable fight, at our level. They don't stand a chance. That's the good part. If it comes to that.

[LuckyStrike]

Criminal cartels are at an advantage: being a thug, a thief, a liar and a shill are attributes. Honor among thieves indeed! Those of us who try to lead honorable lives are at a distinct disadvantage, as where we stand and how we will conduct overselves is completely transparent.

Exactly it is much easier to destroy than to create, much easier to just steal what someone else has made than to make it yourself.

In general and from an historical viewpoint Europeans will not do everything just for the sake of making money, whereas jews will peddle all sorts of smut regardless of the consequences, if they make money than it is good. So in the sense of making money you will never beat them at that game, for those reasons as well as the fact that at this point they have a printing press and can allocate trillions of dollars in resources to build up who they wish to build up and put their allies at an extreme advantage.

[FreeEnergy]

I don't suggest it trumps it, although it is a complicated matter

Being honest and transparent is EXTREMELY hard.

I don't believe you trump the forces of evil by staying all white and clean. Does one poop and is it unclean?

[mamboni]

I don't suggest it trumps it, although it is a complicated matter

Being honest and transparent is EXTREMELY hard.

I don't believe you trump the forces of evil by staying all white and clean. Does one poop and is it unclean?

Let me say this: if my brothers were homeless and starving I wouldn't help them. They have milked the BLOOD link called brother to extreme exhaustion. I have cancelled the I AM YOUR BROTHER credit card for excessive overdraught and failure to return in kind my generosity, forbearance and assistance. My life experience has taught me that personal characteristics such as integrity, honesty and generosity are not heritable. What kind of genetics your siblings will inherit is a total crapshoot. My father was a great man: brilliant yet humble; hardworking yet generous; fearless yet kind. My brothers are white trash.

I have signed off on my last will and testament. My two children will share equally. I intend to leave them well off, to give them a running start in this rotten corrupt world of selfish consuming baby boomers and corporate fascist thieves. But, in the event of the death of my entire family, I have left my entire estate, multiple six figures, to a humble and good Christian family that lives a few houses down the road. They deserve such good fortune. I love their wonderful sons and daughter as if they were my own. Of course, I have set aside respectable sums for a few close friends and the few nieces and nephews who are deserving and in need. But my brothers can rot in hell for all I care.

[Book]

Let me say this: if my brothers were homeless and starving I wouldn't help them...But my brothers can rot in hell for all I care.



http://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd77/KitsumiMaru/MKSYd.gif

::)

[mamboni]

http://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd77/KitsumiMaru/MKSYd.gif

::)

I have no idea what you're trying to communicate here.

[solid]

I have no idea what you're trying to communicate here.

I think it's a Bookism. A Book expression, that makes no sense to the rest of us. Yet, if we don't understand, somehow we are at fault.

It is what it is.

[MNeagle]

He really wants to say something, but can't/won't/fill-in-the-blank

[FreeEnergy]

he's hiding behind a "clever" mask

mamboni, I don't have old bums in the family, only young ones, so can't really draw from experience ... at least u've got 2 kids that can be taught right. That'll make up for it, hopefully. I too have a fear for my daughter I brought into this world in U.S. of A.

Maybe if we can teach our kids well... I can be totally off here, but what I am looking at is not well off, but the best education I can provide. I don't want to leave them well off if all they'll do is spend money. I want to teach what money IS, the value, and how one can earn enough of it to live a decent life. And then let them do what they want as long as it is not the TV-or-society-made-up crap.

[MNeagle]

O/T, but Netflix has this:



The Ultimate Gift


2006PG114 minutes

When his wealthy grandfather (James Garner) finally dies, Jason Stevens (Drew Fuller) fully expects to benefit when it comes to the reading of the will. But instead of a sizable inheritance, Jason receives a test, a series of tasks he must complete before he can get any money. Oscar nominee Abigail Breslin and former beauty queen Lee Meriwether also star in this coming-of-age drama based on the novel by Jim Stovall.

Cast:Drew Fuller (http://dvd.netflix.com/RoleDisplay/Drew_Fuller/20013956?lnkce=mdp-cast&trkid=1457035), James Garner (http://dvd.netflix.com/RoleDisplay/James_Garner/33321?lnkce=mdp-cast&trkid=1457035), Ali Hillis (http://dvd.netflix.com/RoleDisplay/Ali_Hillis/20040492?lnkce=mdp-cast&trkid=1457035), Abigail Breslin (http://dvd.netflix.com/RoleDisplay/Abigail_Breslin/20032613?lnkce=mdp-cast&trkid=1457035), Lee Meriwether (http://dvd.netflix.com/RoleDisplay/Lee_Meriwether/63070?lnkce=mdp-cast&trkid=1457035), Brian Dennehy (http://dvd.netflix.com/RoleDisplay/Brian_Dennehy/23866?lnkce=mdp-cast&trkid=1457035), Mircea Monroe (http://dvd.netflix.com/RoleDisplay/Mircea_Monroe/30037107?lnkce=mdp-cast&trkid=1457035), D. David Morin (http://dvd.netflix.com/RoleDisplay/D._David_Morin/20036727?lnkce=mdp-cast&trkid=1457035), Donna Cherry (http://dvd.netflix.com/RoleDisplay/Donna_Cherry/30074709?lnkce=mdp-cast&trkid=1457035)
Director:Michael O. Sajbel (http://dvd.netflix.com/RoleDisplay/Michael_O._Sajbel/30026519?lnkce=mdp-director&trkid=1457035)
Genres:Drama (http://dvd.netflix.com/Genre/Drama/315?lnkce=mdp-genre&trkid=1457035), Indie Dramas (http://dvd.netflix.com/Genre/Indie_Dramas/677?lnkce=mdp-genre&trkid=1457035), Dramas Based on Bestsellers (http://dvd.netflix.com/Genre/Dramas_Based_on_Bestsellers/2609?lnkce=mdp-genre&trkid=1457035)
This movie is:Feel-good (http://dvd.netflix.com/AltGenre?lnkce=mdp-agenre&agid=10579&trkid=1457035)Format:DVD (http://dvd.netflix.com/Movie/The-Ultimate-Gift/70063587?trkid=5966279#mdp-media-DD)


Covers what you're looking for FreeEnergy imo... 5 stars imo

[LuckyStrike]

He really wants to say something, but can't/won't/fill-in-the-blank

That is what I took it to mean as well.

Book is definitely a picture book.

[FreeEnergy]

The Ultimate Gift
2006 PG 114 minutes

Covers what you're looking for FreeEnergy imo... 5 stars imo

Thanks, MN, I'll watch it.

[mamboni]

O/T, but Netflix has this:



Covers what you're looking for FreeEnergy imo... 5 stars imo

Hmm, I would consider a list of tests for my brothers to pass in order to inherit my estate, confident that they would find said tasks truly insurmountable:

1. Show up at a family function with an unopened bottle of fine liquor, not a opened half-drunk bottle of cheap booze.
2. Sit though an entire family dinner and not start an argument over some stupid quarrel when you were 8 years old.
3. Do a good deed for a family member, and not ever mention it again or intimate that some payback is in order.
4. Show up at a funeral in a suit, not in stained work clothes and Frankenstein shoes/boots.
5. Offer to pay for dinner when out with extended family, and quietly pay and never say another word about it
6. When someone offers to buy you a PC as a favor, try not to select the most expensive and ostentacious one available, and secretly add premium software to the package
7. Pay for your cable subscription for one year, rather than pirating the signal, only to watch wretched crap programs.
8. Stop quoting characters from the Sopranos and expect to gain admiration and respect.
9. Replace something valuable of your daughter that you destroyed through moronic negligence and not claim that replacement is unnecessary as the item was used.
10. Ask permission before helping yourself to your brother's wine rack and inviting the guests to an impromptu wine tasting
11. Admit that the Escalade you are driving at your daughter's wedding is a rental paid for by your brother, and not owned by you.
12. Admit that your failings in life are your own fault, and not the fault of your parents or the man on the moon.

[zap]

Let me say this: if my brothers were homeless and starving I wouldn't help them. They have milked the BLOOD link called brother to extreme exhaustion. I have cancelled the I AM YOUR BROTHER credit card for excessive overdraught and failure to return in kind my generosity, forbearance and assistance. My life experience has taught me that personal characteristics such as integrity, honesty and generosity are not heritable. What kind of genetics your siblings will inherit is a total crapshoot. My father was a great man: brilliant yet humble; hardworking yet generous; fearless yet kind. My brothers are white trash.

I have signed off on my last will and testament. My two children will share equally. I intend to leave them well off, to give them a running start in this rotten corrupt world of selfish consuming baby boomers and corporate fascist thieves. But, in the event of the death of my entire family, I have left my entire estate, multiple six figures, to a humble and good Christian family that lives a few houses down the road. They deserve such good fortune. I love their wonderful sons and daughter as if they were my own. Of course, I have set aside respectable sums for a few close friends and the few nieces and nephews who are deserving and in need. But my brothers can rot in hell for all I care.

I agree with you 100% Mamboni, seems as though I an the only one outta my siblings to make something outta life, it may not be much, but I am self sufficient. My dear older sis is a mess, my little brother is still at home with mom and he is a mess at the age of 40, and I don't necessarily blame either of them, I blame my mom and dad for worrying about themselves and not about their kids, me and my sis both got out while we could, my brother stayed I guess cause it was easier.

My daughter will be set up, she won't even have to work..... but she won't know that til shes' 30.... I have the trust made out and my sis will be taken care of. (in the event of my death) the company will go to my loyal friend and employee that I have watched grow up since the age of 10.

[Serpo]

Its the 3 monkeys if you saw that thread ........see no evil......(real meaning ...the less evil we look at or see the less it will affect us)

hear no evil..........

speak no evil......

when we overload with the crap all around us it is advisable to see beautiful things ,hear beautiful things and say......ect.....we all need to make time to refresh our mind /body /soul or the danger is we become the ugliness..it overwhelms as there is so much of it ,then again there is a lot more beauty but its generally not where man lives for some reason although beauty is everywhere of course as its in the eyes of the beholder.
Beauty as in nature.

make a point of this otherwise it can overwhelm us..........

Guess it is easier for me as I live in a rural environment and coming good is easy,whereas cities kinda freak me out after couple of days and I start feeling like you are perhaps..............



as an addition check out this...it may not be your cup of tea so to speak but these solfeggio frequencies are very helpful at maintaining our harmony within our being........

http://www.redicecreations.com/specialreports/2006/01jan/solfeggio.html

[mamboni]

Someday, long after we leave this mortal coil, men will celebrate GSUS and write of a wonderful internet forum whose rebelious thinkers helped liberate mankind from the dark age of ZOG. If they ever make a film about us, and I might merit mention, I would like to be played by someone like Bela Lugosi, as played by Martin Landau:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bWsKR2xg6HE

[Horn]

At least you know where you stand with your family.

I think, I have a couple sisters alive somewhere...?

[Serpo]

Well to me it is of the utmost importance that I retain harmony as much as possible with the family(what ever that is now)....hate has no place and it can be very difficult to have any amount of peace in this area;D at the same time it is of the utmost importance to have as much well being in your family as possible.
We all have to remember back to the days when we where children playing under the sun outside.People grow up and get twisted ,its not completely there fault and materialistic society can alter people as they grow up.
My God the stuff Ive had to deal with is total and complete heart break at the hands of my family and at the same time I forgive them love them and they are a part of me as I am a part of them.

[Book]

We all have to remember back to the days when we where children playing under the sun outside....at the same time I forgive them love them and they are a part of me as I am a part of them.




https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1pKEI-Sv-8


Storyline


"The Straight Story" chronicles a trip made by 73-year-old Alvin Straight from Laurens, Iowa to Mt. Zion, Wis. in 1994 while riding a lawn mower. The man undertook his strange journey to mend his relationship with his ill, estranged 75-year-old brother Lyle.

:) amen

[dys]

Its the 3 monkeys if you saw that thread ........see no evil......(real meaning ...the less evil we look at or see the less it will affect us)


"...if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."

dys

[ximmy]

Hmm, I would consider a list of tests for my brothers to pass in order to inherit my estate, confident that they would find said tasks truly insurmountable:

1. Show up at a family function with an unopened bottle of fine liquor, not a opened half-drunk bottle of cheap booze.
2. Sit though an entire family dinner and not start an argument over some stupid quarrel when you were 8 years old.
3. Do a good deed for a family member, and not ever mention it again or intimate that some payback is in order.
4. Show up at a funeral in a suit, not in stained work clothes and Frankenstein shoes/boots.
5. Offer to pay for dinner when out with extended family, and quietly pay and never say another word about it
6. When someone offers to buy you a PC as a favor, try not to select the most expensive and ostentacious one available, and secretly add premium software to the package
7. Pay for your cable subscription for one year, rather than pirating the signal, only to watch wretched crap programs.
8. Stop quoting characters from the Sopranos and expect to gain admiration and respect.
9. Replace something valuable of your daughter that you destroyed through moronic negligence and not claim that replacement is unnecessary as the item was used.
10. Ask permission before helping yourself to your brother's wine rack and inviting the guests to an impromptu wine tasting
11. Admit that the Escalade you are driving at your daughter's wedding is a rental paid for by your brother, and not owned by you.
12. Admit that your failings in life are your own fault, and not the fault of your parents or the man on the moon.

13. Your sister's house that she pays for is not your inheritance.

[Old Herb Lady]

Hmm, I would consider a list of tests for my brothers to pass in order to inherit my estate, confident that they would find said tasks truly insurmountable:

1. Show up at a family function with an unopened bottle of fine liquor, not a opened half-drunk bottle of cheap booze.
2. Sit though an entire family dinner and not start an argument over some stupid quarrel when you were 8 years old.
3. Do a good deed for a family member, and not ever mention it again or intimate that some payback is in order.
4. Show up at a funeral in a suit, not in stained work clothes and Frankenstein shoes/boots.
5. Offer to pay for dinner when out with extended family, and quietly pay and never say another word about it
6. When someone offers to buy you a PC as a favor, try not to select the most expensive and ostentacious one available, and secretly add premium software to the package
7. Pay for your cable subscription for one year, rather than pirating the signal, only to watch wretched crap programs.
8. Stop quoting characters from the Sopranos and expect to gain admiration and respect.
9. Replace something valuable of your daughter that you destroyed through moronic negligence and not claim that replacement is unnecessary as the item was used.
10. Ask permission before helping yourself to your brother's wine rack and inviting the guests to an impromptu wine tasting
11. Admit that the Escalade you are driving at your daughter's wedding is a rental paid for by your brother, and not owned by you.
12. Admit that your failings in life are your own fault, and not the fault of your parents or the man on the moon.


13. Your sister's house that she pays for is not your inheritance.



14. Don't go to your brother's house and steal an irreplaceable one-of-a-kind- child's gold necklace so that you can go buy your drugs with it.

15. Use the bathroom facilities in the house, just because you are a hillbilly doesn't give you the right to relieve your bladder behind my garage.

16. Wait until your deceased relative is at least cold & in the ground before you start arguing about what belongings you are entitled to.

17. Watch the f bombs around my kid.

18. Don't bring 25 tupperware containers for packing yourself up ALL THE LEFTOVERS from the party that I worked for 8 hours to prepare unless you ask if you can take something.
One or 2 or 3 containers would suffice in addition to the mega roll of aluminum foil that you use to take all the chicken with and leave me with nothing since I didn't even get to eat all day because I was busy taking care of party festivities all day, I did get hungry & you took all the food. You don't come empty handed & leave with enough food for a week, mmmkay !

19. Stop telling people about how you do "stuff" for your elderly parents. YOU DO NOTHING, NADA, ZERO, ZILCH but TAKE TAKE TAKE.

20. Please stop telling me about the best deals at Walmart. Your foodstamp card goes further than my frn's .

21. When someone gives you a load of fresh veggies try to use them instead of letting them ROT in your refrigerator because you like to eat packaged garbage instead.

[chad]

22. don't stay at my house for a week and spend the whole time calling me a racist, bitching about how stupid i am politics wise, and calling me names. someday your parents (my in-laws) will be dead, and you'll be paying to stay at a hotel and buy your own food when you come to visit. oh, and p.s., your dad is giving me all of the silver that you don't even know exists, because i have the ability to not spend 3 times more than i make and then come to town every six months begging for money.

[ximmy]

23. My spare car is NOT your's to come and take whenever you feel like it.

[dys]

Truthfully I've got nothing bad to say about my brother. There couldn't be two more different people, him and I, but he is a good man and he is my best friend in the whole world. Based on what I'm hearing, it sounds like I am very blessed.

dys

[ximmy]

Truthfully I've got nothing bad to say about my brother. There couldn't be two more different people, him and I, but he is a good man and he is my best friend in the whole world. Based on what I'm hearing, it sounds like I am very blessed.

dys

This answer concerns me that you might be that brother... :o

[Old Herb Lady]

Truthfully I've got nothing bad to say about my brother. There couldn't be two more different people, him and I, but he is a good man and he is my best friend in the whole world. Based on what I'm hearing, it sounds like I am very blessed.

dys

my brother is the best ! he always has my back & I always have his .....it's when you get brother-in-laws-outlaws that you drive ya nuts !

[muffin]

Truthfully I've got nothing bad to say about my brother. There couldn't be two more different people, him and I, but he is a good man and he is my best friend in the whole world. Based on what I'm hearing, it sounds like I am very blessed.

dys

i have a good sis and a not-so-good sis. i get the best of both worlds! then there's my dad's 'new' family. one or two of them are ok but the others are something to be desired....

[ximmy]

24 You know I have been prepping and you laugh it off while stealing whatever supplies you think are excess of mine (LIKE I WON'T NOTICE). Don't come to my safe-haven with a group of your lazy ass "friends" expecting to camp out and ride out the storm on my dime.

25 Don't park your fucked-up barely-running oil-spilling shitty car in the best spot on my brand new concrete driveway that cost me two months salary to afford! PARK IN THE STREET ASSHOLE!