View Full Version : Sick of it all.......
Serpo
18th November 2012, 02:25 AM
Not really interested anymore in in all the stories,news ect after being overseas and a new life opening up.
Infact will be moving to asia and if dont hear anything for a month Im happy.
vacuum
18th November 2012, 02:35 AM
How soon till you move?
Serpo
18th November 2012, 02:42 AM
Its a gradual process but next year..............
TheNocturnalEgyptian
18th November 2012, 03:34 AM
I'm sick of it all too man. I don't know how to change my life. GiM was the beginning but it left me impotent! I was shocked, when the GIM bomb was dropped on me! I learned, and fast. But it didn't take me anywhere. Now I'm aware of the doom and the need for preps. But big deal? I still don't feel safe. It just made my anxiety worse. Now I'm even more afraid to put down roots. Don't get me wrong, I loved learning it all....
I'm sick of my life. I work a corporate job, why? Just so I can eat? I'm jealous of people who have a great work. A life's purpose. I want that. I want to work towards something. But it's so hard to define, so nebulous. It's hard to work towards things when I know that anybody who does so gets on the radar of TPTB. Sure, I have a positive influence where I can....but I want to do more...
vacuum
18th November 2012, 07:36 AM
Don't get too discouraged. Look at this:
http://www.soldierhugs.com/
Cebu_4_2
18th November 2012, 08:15 AM
What area in Azia? <(^_^)>
Santa
18th November 2012, 10:58 AM
We're all getting caught up in the artificial, or virtual world. The world in which the overlords CREATE through
NEWS and ENTERTAINMENT.
They create this artificial world to corral the worlds population into the global or international paradigm of central control.
It's Luciferian in the sense that becoming obsessive compulsive in pursuit of knowledge is the metaphorical equivalent
to taking the bite out of the fruit that Satan seduces with.
No Man or man made system is capable of ever being the central organizing "mind" over nature.
It's the BIG LIE. The lie that we can recreate nature to fit our notions of what it "should" be like.
The idea that we can and should dominate and control nature is our "human" disease and it has spread all around the world.
It unfolds from fear. The fear of death, the fear of pain. The fear of humility. The fear of separation.
It's a disease of the Spirit.
Serpo. I always liked and respected your points of view. May you have a wonderful life. I'll miss all your thoughtful contributions.
And NE....Perhaps you've just lost sight of your role in life.
You're an inspiration. You have a gift of grace, I think; of generosity that stabilizes other spirits. Like a keel on a boat going unnoticed until it breaks. Not just here, but in your real life, I suspect.
Maybe that's your real job on this physical plane. Being an inspiration for others.
Essentially, the measure of value in the world has become monetary. On purpose. Through eons of propaganda.
But that's just another huge LIE. The value of being human is our connection to SPIRIT. WE ARE SPIRIT.
And I'm pretty sure you know of what I write.
palani
18th November 2012, 11:02 AM
A change of position does not mean a change of condition will follow.
sirgonzo420
18th November 2012, 12:04 PM
I'm sick of it all too man. I don't know how to change my life. GiM was the beginning but it left me impotent! I was shocked, when the GIM bomb was dropped on me! I learned, and fast. But it didn't take me anywhere. Now I'm aware of the doom and the need for preps. But big deal? I still don't feel safe. It just made my anxiety worse. Now I'm even more afraid to put down roots.
I'm sick of it all man. I'm jealous of people who have a great work. A life's purpose. I want that.
Might I suggest alchemy...?
I'm only half joking.
from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_Work
"The Great Work is, before all things, the creation of man by himself, that is to say, the full and entire conquest of his faculties and his future; it is especially the perfect emancipation of his will."
a little hint of hermeticism never hurt nobody...
singular_me
18th November 2012, 12:08 PM
SANTA: The idea that we can and should dominate and control nature is our "human" disease and it has spread all around the world.
“In order to conquer nature, we must first learn how to obey it.” - Sir Francis Bacon (I think he was a mason)
Serpo: Dont worry, you are not alone... I am mostly sickened by so many people who fuel the hegelian dialectic, even on here, I see this (but GSUS is an excellent forum to get a feed overview as my online time is often limited). I cannot stand too polarized opinions nor obsessive blame games anymore.
I dont feel safe, btw. even at 8000ft and my off the grid house (which I am house sitting til end of next summer). All my savings/silver are gone trying to find a spot as safe as it can get.
Not really interested anymore in in all the stories,news ect after being overseas and a new life opening up.
Infact will be moving to asia and if dont hear anything for a month Im happy.
Libertytree
18th November 2012, 01:35 PM
Not really interested anymore in in all the stories,news ect after being overseas and a new life opening up.
Infact will be moving to asia and if dont hear anything for a month Im happy.
I dunno man, I've felt like this for a loooong time, both in country and out but if you can escape all this horse shit then go for it.
mick silver
18th November 2012, 01:36 PM
last night i was sick also . come to find out it was only gas
Horn
18th November 2012, 01:57 PM
You guys need to listen to old rocks music.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0zW4Gk17wOc
Serpo
18th November 2012, 01:59 PM
I'm sick of it all too man. I don't know how to change my life. GiM was the beginning but it left me impotent! I was shocked, when the GIM bomb was dropped on me! I learned, and fast. But it didn't take me anywhere. Now I'm aware of the doom and the need for preps. But big deal? I still don't feel safe. It just made my anxiety worse. Now I'm even more afraid to put down roots. Don't get me wrong, I loved learning it all....
I'm sick of my life. I work a corporate job, why? Just so I can eat? I'm jealous of people who have a great work. A life's purpose. I want that. I want to work towards something. But it's so hard to define, so nebulous.
After being away for a month and not hearing any news ect except a bit about the storm and that Obama got back in ,my mind was freshened up and I could look anew at life.
The west is like a program running in my head and its very hard too escape from it because we are immersed completely in it.Whether you see the way out or dont see the way out makes little difference in some ways as we are still captivated by it , good or bad.
Neuro
18th November 2012, 02:01 PM
I think it doesn't really matter that much what you are doing right now. I have a great job, helping people get better, I earn good money, and have some savings in PM's, don't have to sell out to corporate unethics, but I am far from feeling safe and secure, sure I realize that matters could be much worse for me at this point and time, so I am not complaining. But there is this cloud overhanging called the future!
Serpo
18th November 2012, 02:02 PM
What area in Azia? <(^_^)>
Well there is only one place for me ....PALAWAN ISLAND , met so many westerners that came for a visit and couldnt leave
Serpo
18th November 2012, 02:03 PM
Don't get too discouraged. Look at this:
http://www.soldierhugs.com/
Its not that Im discouraged ,quite the opposite infact
Serpo
18th November 2012, 02:07 PM
We're all getting caught up in the artificial, or virtual world. The world in which the overlords CREATE through
NEWS and ENTERTAINMENT.
They create this artificial world to corral the worlds population into the global or international paradigm of central control.
It's Luciferian in the sense that becoming obsessive compulsive in pursuit of knowledge is the metaphorical equivalent
to taking the bite out of the fruit that Satan seduces with.
No Man or man made system is capable of ever being the central organizing "mind" over nature.
It's the BIG LIE. The lie that we can recreate nature to fit our notions of what it "should" be like.
The idea that we can and should dominate and control nature is our "human" disease and it has spread all around the world.
It unfolds from fear. The fear of death, the fear of pain. The fear of humility. The fear of separation.
It's a disease of the Spirit.
Serpo. I always liked and respected your points of view. May you have a wonderful life. I'll miss all your thoughtful contributions.
And NE....Perhaps you've just lost sight of your role in life.
You're an inspiration. You have a gift of grace, I think; of generosity that stabilizes other spirits. Like a keel on a boat going unnoticed until it breaks. Not just here, but in your real life, I suspect.
Maybe that's your real job on this physical plane. Being an inspiration for others.
Essentially, the measure of value in the world has become monetary. On purpose. Through eons of propaganda.
But that's just another huge LIE. The value of being human is our connection to SPIRIT. WE ARE SPIRIT.
And I'm pretty sure you know of what I write.
Thanks for the great post santa and you mention fear ,well on the island in asia I didnt seem to have any fear even of death .
It was so easy to connect to spirit and the people
Comming back to the west Im sure something else is going on and it may have something to do with mind control somehow.
The west maybe very bad for your physical,mental and spiritual health...........
Libertytree
18th November 2012, 02:10 PM
After being away for a month and not hearing any news ect except a bit about the storm and that Obama got back in ,my mind was freshened up and I could look anew at life.
The west is like a program running in my head and its very hard too escape from it because we are immersed completely in it.Whether you see the way out or dont see the way out makes little difference in some ways as we are still captivated by it , good or bad.
It's a very difficult thing to escape, not impossible by any means but still it's a hard row to hoe. See how easy it is to fall back into the same mindset, routine, thought process(s)?
I thought I had escaped it when I moved to CR and though I might have been mostly away from the mega input I was still plugged in, even if was some type of mental attachment it was always there. To tell ya the truth I'm probably more "free" now than I was in CR, at least mentally if not in reality.
Serpo
18th November 2012, 02:37 PM
It's a very difficult thing to escape, not impossible by any means but still it's a hard row to hoe. See how easy it is to fall back into the same mindset, routine, thought process(s)?
I thought I had escaped it when I moved to CR and though I might have been mostly away from the mega input I was still plugged in, even if was some type of mental attachment it was always there. To tell ya the truth I'm probably more "free" now than I was in CR, at least mentally if not in reality.
Maybe different lands or islands have different rules and breaking the program into a million pieces sure felt good and not sure if Ill ever be able to put it back together , hopefully not.
Horn
18th November 2012, 02:52 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bSidYi3Ry90
Old Herb Lady
18th November 2012, 02:55 PM
After being away for a month and not hearing any news ect except a bit about the storm and that Obama got back in ,my mind was freshened up and I could look anew at life.
The west is like a program running in my head and its very hard too escape from it because we are immersed completely in it.Whether you see the way out or dont see the way out makes little difference in some ways as we are still captivated by it , good or bad.
Serpo, I am so very happy for you and so very proud of you. Thank you so much for coming on here and telling us about the path you are on. It is very, very hard to attain that peace in your heart and mind that you have been blessed with by going there. The key for us here who cannot do that ( GO WITH YOU ! ) is to connect to that Source through praying and meditation and I truly do believe with all of my heart that everyone will be OK if they can just get to THAT PLACE within them and they can get through it all. This is a massive spiritual warfare of biblical proportion that we are living in and if we don't put into our hearts, minds and spirits all the good that we possibly can DAILY then we really are "doomed".
I know it sounds corny, but I swear every person on here who doubts themselves has innate gifts that they just do not give themselves credit for because they've been beaten down for so long that their self confidence is shot. You are meant for greatness, don't ever forget that !! It is NOT too late to start building yourself up RIGHT NOW, right this instant people ! How dare you doubt yourselves when you know everything that you've overcome in your life up til now. Everything that youve seen and read and heard and LIVED. Stop throwing yourself into a pit of despair, please ! Youre killing me !
I am going to start a list of people and start sending poems, songs, positive thoughts, hugs, smiles, Bible verses, whatever it takes to get you all to see that you can be happy amidst this chaos. You are NEEDED because of who you are and what you know to be a LIGHT in this darkness, you must listen to me ! Our darkest hour hasn't arrived yet, it is time now to take the high road and know that you WILL BE a HUGE blessing to people that need you through this upcoming shitstorm ! THAT will be your calling if you don't know what it is today.
Sorry for the longpost, blame Serps ! he inspires me !
PS. There are prayers to protect you from the darkness and keep your spirit safe,
I will send them up and outta here this evening, I need/ want everyone to be receptive and
open to the flow of peace and love that I am requesting being sent to ALL of YOU from heaven above. " Thy will be done on earth as it tis in heaven "
Now I'm preachin, sheeesh , and Im not da preachin kind !
BIG HUGS !
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