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EE_
30th December 2014, 08:27 AM
Years ago when I became truely awakened, I guess it was at 9/11 that I knew a grand lie was being told to the public.
I mean, I never believed government had my interests, but I thought at one time they did have the country's.

I began trying to wake people from their sleep using shock as a tool. I have to admit I did derive a type of sick pleasure from the fear in their eyes that maybe I was on to something, because I was passionate about what I said.
What I found was most people clung to their beliefs even harder and they argued to defend them.

I told people a great financial crash was coming and to buy gold. This was a time when the peak oil was the narrative being pushed. I started watching everything closely after 9/11 and the events that would follow. I made a lot of good calls before most people had any idea. Gold, housing bubble/collapse, financial collapse.
I got very few people on board, but a few thanked me later when I was vindicated.

Today I take a different more subtle approach, I try to point out small things to create doubt in their programming.
Almost everyone knows something is wrong, they just need to be pointed in the right direction.


Loneliness – The Dilemma of the Awakening Mind

Julian Wash, Contributor
Waking Times

Today I wish to address to you a certain brand of loneliness. It is perhaps the most debilitating form of the condition. The state is sometimes referred to as “isolation” or the sense of being disconnected, apart, abandoned or simply “different” from everyone else you know. This situation is compounded when friends, coworkers and even family members begin seeing you differently. They’re not so much intrigued by your positive changes but rather disappointed by your shift in attitude and may even be concerned for your mental stability. These otherwise well-meaning souls are occasionally characterized as the “sleeping” and you may very well be part of the “awakening.”

The Awakening Mind

I say “awakening” because the experience appears to be very dynamic and fluid by nature. I’m not sure I would recognize or even fully appreciated an “awake” mind for they are far and few between us. But for those who are experiencing various stages of wakening, you are as visible to me as I am to you.

Generally speaking, the awakening mind radiates at a much different and “higher” vibration than most other people. Since this “vibration” wants to resonate harmonically with similar or complimentary energies, it can (and often does) resonate with like-minded people. It can, however, just as easily create discord with those who resonate at a much lower vibration. Just imagine striking a non-complimentary note on separate pianos, especially with one out of tune. That’s the discord I’m referring to, except in this case, the resonance resides within the psychic and spiritual realms.

I speak in terms of “higher” and “lower” vibrations without truly qualifying what is meant by that. First off, there is no state superior to another. Like changing stations on a radio dial YOU choose the station you need (or want) to be on. Most people are tuned to what I consider to be a limited awareness. This does not make them any less sublime or capable as Humans. This is merely the channel they are “tuned” to and as such they are acclimated with that world.

This vibrational density is impressive in its own right for it has the power to generate fantastic illusions so convincing that even the conscious mind can fully buy into it. This ability to manifest a false paradigm and to believe it to be true requires considerable power. But you, my dear reader, may have peeked behind the proverbial projector screen and have seen an assembly of gears and levers and perhaps even a portly, unassuming little man attending them with due diligence.

Stepping Out of the Matrix

The awakening mind —now that’s a different story. The higher vibration of this mind-body state allows a more commanding view. Like stepping up a ladder, you can look down and see (though not really live) the dynamics of the lower vibrations. Each step up the ladder requires tremendous courage, an open and curious mind and a high degree of “functional” intelligence. Those steps command effort -much more effort than what most are willing to exert. Sleepers may go so far as to observe or even stumble over this hypothetical “ladder” and still not recognize what it is or how they may benefit from it.

People on the lower rungs of the ladder rarely look up. They choose to frequently look “down” which may give them a false sense of superiority or dominion over their world. They are especially prone to the hypnotic suggestion television creates and may even go so far as to “act out” various fictional characters or their favorite professional athlete. The lower state is easily entertained- and anything or anyone who challenges their status quo will be dismissed as an outsider, a misfit or a threat.

The Slide and Adrenalin

I have alluded to a ladder- but now I would like for you to imagine a slide. Going “up” the slide takes some effort. You must go up the steps, higher and higher until you reach the top. One may then position themselves in such a manner so to enjoy the ride downward. This downward “thrill” is brief but exhilarating. The slide provides a good physical example of going from a higher state to a lower state and the ensuing thrill from moving in this downward fashion.

There are also many examples of the slide analogy within the spiritual realm. Turn on any news station and you will soon be bombarded with “energy dropping” stories that create a sort of “rush” –a rush that, curiously enough, is habit forming. These news sources often report stories of tragedy and high drama. So severe are these stories they actually can cause the body to produce an adrenalin related “rush” or high. Once again we find ourselves “sliding” down that imaginary slide and into a lower vibrational state. The “mainstream” news networks have created legions of adrenalin junkies. The “sleepers” are their primary target.

During the course of their day, the sleepers gradually build their energy level back up. But soon they find themselves back on that hypothetical slide and are sent swooshing down once again into a lower energy state. It’s a vicious, repeating cycle that keeps the sleepers fast asleep and drunk happy on adrenalin.

Lonely at the Top

Many readers of Rattleberry Pie have stayed on top of the ladder long enough to take in the view. They’ve recognized that the view is more exhilarating than the fall. They saw many things up there- things that would be hard to describe to those below. The awakening mind continues to build “steps” higher and higher, and soon they are peeking above the clouds. Now they look down from this lofty position and see the tiny dot that was their slide. They are amazed by how that relatively insignificant slide inspired them to move higher. Sliding down from this cloud level height is really no longer an option, at least not in the traditional sense.

Here is yet another dilemma of the awakening mind. Once you have experienced the process of awakening there really is no going back. The one (down) side is the higher you get, the more rarefied the air becomes. Loneliness can settle in. The awakening mind is an exceptionally vibrant mind that requires considerable stimulation and camaraderie. But it’s lonely up there. Indeed.

Final Thought

The awakening experience is truly a gift. It’s is not for the weak or the meek. It takes much strength and courage to achieve these higher levels of enlightenment. Those who are awakening come in all sizes and shapes –many are the so-called Indigo’s, the Crystal’s, or essentially any Human that realizes their personal power and potential and that there is much more to this world than they’ve been told.

One may ponder if those in the process of awakening have a moral obligation to try and wake the sleepers. From my own observation and experience I would advise against this. Simply let them sleep. The best way to reach them is over time. Be gentle and incremental in your approach. This is the same technique the “powers that be” have used on you -that was until you saw a little “string” that connected to other strings that held the tapestry of the matrix in place.

So be an example. Radiate with love and truth. Project health, exuberance and happiness. Be aware without being angry (easier said than done). The sleepers must see the higher steps of the ladder as being worth the effort. They may someday abandon the rush of the fall for the beauty of the view.

Just by virtue of being aware you are already contributing in a vast and energetic way to those around you. They “sense” your vibration and may try to resonate with you some day. You have been given “eyes to see” and “ears to hear” so you have been blessed. Yes, until others begin to see as you do the loneliness -the isolation can feel very real at times. Let me remind you that you are not alone. We feel you out there- we are grateful for your presence and we love you so very, very much.

http://www.wakingtimes.com/2014/12/29/loneliness-dilemma-awakening-mind/


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RuRd9F1tXaM

singular_me
30th December 2014, 09:13 AM
Today I take a different more subtle approach, I try to point out small things to create doubt in their programming.
Almost everyone knows something is wrong, they just need to be pointed in the right direction.

thats the only way, any brutal confrontation/whatever radicalism will just achieve the opposite... the walter russell quote is my sig is accurate...

this is because compassion, empathy are key.

Hatha Sunahara
30th December 2014, 09:53 AM
There is a missing piece here. Once you wake up, you have a choice: you can choose to be independent,or you can choose to join TPTB. That is, you can make what you can out of your wakened state, or you can choose to join in on the exploitation of the sleepers. This choice has a name. It's called a 'careeer'. You don't necessariiy have to be awake to have a career though. The point is that being 'awake' puts you at odds with TPTB. You can either join them, or fight them. There is no middle ground.


Hatha

midnight rambler
30th December 2014, 11:40 AM
You can either join them, or fight them.

I have absolutely no interest in 'fighting' *them* - they're existence is part of God's plan as a test/contest to determine how well some folks exercise their intelligence and judgment. There's a third choice you left out for some reason.

Hatha Sunahara
30th December 2014, 02:39 PM
Oh yeah! You can refuse to play the game. Drop out. Turn on Tune in and drop out. Fight them, Join them, or just watch. Thanks MR, completelly forgot about that.

Hatha

midnight rambler
30th December 2014, 02:49 PM
Oh yeah! You can refuse to play the game. Drop out. Turn on Tune in and drop out. Fight them, Join them, or just watch. Thanks MR, completelly forgot about that.

Hatha

Right. Why would I want to have anything at all to do with an organization (i.e. the state) that has its members thumb their collective nose at all ten of the Ten Commandments as a matter of course?

Hitch
30th December 2014, 03:05 PM
I've noticed a lot more folks are awake these days. You notice little hints they drop, then you drop a few as well, then the next thing you know you are having full on discussions with them about, well "most everything" we talk about on this forum. I'm speaking of my coworkers mostly, but the demographics of us are all the same. Blue collar folks. A lot of people are awake. I don't feel so alone anymore, mostly since this last year. Things are changing. People are waking up, they are buying guns and ammo, they are paying attention to what lies the media and .gov push on us. They are seeing agendas, such as race wars, and they are preparing.

We do, indeed, live in interesting times.

millwright
30th December 2014, 04:28 PM
I've noticed a lot more folks are awake these days. You notice little hints they drop, then you drop a few as well, then the next thing you know you are having full on discussions with them about, well "most everything" we talk about on this forum. I'm speaking of my coworkers mostly, but the demographics of us are all the same. Blue collar folks. A lot of people are awake. I don't feel so alone anymore, mostly since this last year. Things are changing. People are waking up, they are buying guns and ammo, they are paying attention to what lies the media and .gov push on us. They are seeing agendas, such as race wars, and they are preparing.

We do, indeed, live in interesting times.

Wow that is not my experience at all. Folks I work with are either blissfully ignorant or they know damn well but don't give a shit.

First post here in years.

Still visit everyday.

Interesting times indeed.

EE_
30th December 2014, 04:33 PM
Wow that is not my experience at all. Folks I work with are either blissfully ignorant or they know damn well but don't give a shit.

First post here in years.

Still visit everyday.

Interesting times indeed.

Good to see ya posting again. Don't be such a stranger.

osoab
30th December 2014, 04:37 PM
Wow that is not my experience at all. Folks I work with are either blissfully ignorant or they know damn well but don't give a shit.

First post here in years.

Still visit everyday.

Interesting times indeed.

you can stick around ya know.

millwright
30th December 2014, 04:47 PM
Hey Thanks guys. Maybe I will.

The title of the thread just really spoke to me. Becoming aware truly is the most difficult ,lonely and exhausting thing there is. I just got to the point where I had to let some of it go. Can't believe its 2015.

Was tooling around GIM in 2007 with much recently acquired AG & AU. Have not even taken it out to fondle in recent memory.

Holy crap! almost ten years gone by watching the shit show. Surely this thing is coming to a head yes? I mean for cryin out loud!

osoab
30th December 2014, 04:52 PM
Hey Thanks guys. Maybe I will.

The title of the thread just really spoke to me. Becoming aware truly is the most difficult ,lonely and exhausting thing there is. I just got to the point where I had to let some of it go. Can't believe its 2015.

Was tooling around GIM in 2007 with much recently acquired AG & AU. Have not even taken it out to fondle in recent memory.

Holy crap! almost ten years gone by watching the shit show. Surely this thing is coming to a head yes? I mean for cryin out loud!

it's a slow listing imho.

Ponce
30th December 2014, 05:15 PM
In order to wake up all that you have to do is to know how to read......I learned about the Zionist by starting reading about them in the WWW starting in 1998........and about the US government? ALL MY LIFE........but started getting ready in 1998.

V

govcheetos
30th December 2014, 11:03 PM
Been a long road, started in 92. Lots of good points in this thread. I don't try to wake anyone up anymore, occasionally someone will pick up on a comment I might make about something. Most of the time it just flies over their head. I've met a few that seem so close in terms of awakening that I start to think they're f-ing agents or something. Agree with midnight rambler about just doing your best to not play the game. Or if you have to, play it by your own rules as best you can. You sure can't fight them in the traditional sense, they have a whole lot more guns than you. If you have family you have to do your best to take care of them although they might not be as far down the road as you. Also don't get too hung up on everything. The whole charade still hasn't come crashing down, I'll bet everyone on here will do light years better than the average guy on the street no matter what happens if things ever do. Try to do some fun stuff and enjoy your life. Every day is a gift from God.

midnight rambler
30th December 2014, 11:11 PM
they have a whole lot more guns than you.

Not just that, they'll tag-team ya to death utilizing their unlimited resources (which they stole from you and everyone else). It's their specialty. For them the tag-team approach is virtually effortless.

singular_me
31st December 2014, 07:21 AM
I wouldnt say loneliness but aloneness though...

the more awareness the more the ego will go into self-taming mode, this battle takes place not only in the mind but the heart above all.

not without a reason that the heart chakra is green and corresponds a series of 5s :)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Candela
The frequency chosen is in the visible spectrum near green, corresponding to a wavelength of about 555 nanometers. The human eye is most sensitive to this frequency, when adapted for bright conditions. At other frequencies, more radiant intensity is required to achieve the same luminous intensity, according to the frequency response of the human eye. The luminous intensity for light of a particular wavelength

https://fbcdn-sphotos-d-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xap1/v/t1.0-9/p235x165/10906464_10153449985762977_4781141835955537991_n.j pg?oh=97a6eb80b641c3b588e64bfa8a855b5e&oe=55392607&__gda__=1430455740_ad93bf4938673f91bff8d3937940087 b

Hatha Sunahara
31st December 2014, 11:12 AM
I've noticed a lot more folks are awake these days. You notice little hints they drop, then you drop a few as well, then the next thing you know you are having full on discussions with them about, well "most everything" we talk about on this forum. I'm speaking of my coworkers mostly, but the demographics of us are all the same. Blue collar folks. A lot of people are awake. I don't feel so alone anymore, mostly since this last year. Things are changing. People are waking up, they are buying guns and ammo, they are paying attention to what lies the media and .gov push on us. They are seeing agendas, such as race wars, and they are preparing.

We do, indeed, live in interesting times.

What you describe is rare among 'career oriented' people. You can have these conversations with people who are able to see beyond their careers. Most people are careful that they don't reveal their ability to look beyond their careers because it might put their careers to a premature end. Might as well ride it as long as you can.


Hatha

singular_me
31st December 2014, 12:08 PM
I didnt want to start a new thread about this and feel like it is important in this current discussion.

A collective experiment leading to abolition of the collective, in order to achieve absolute and dogma-free human sovereignty? I firmly believe this. This is the thin line in the middle we are looking at, and explaining why anything else is collectivist driven, from the right or the left, its all so obvious today.

so, a sense of aloneness is perfectly normal. :)

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How long until the collective age is over? A hundred years? A thousand years? The answer is, as long as it takes for every human to realize that the experiment has failed, and why.

The why is clear—the individual has been overlooked. He has been demeaned. He has been grabbed up and drafted into groups. His creative power has been compromised in order to fit in.

The majority of the world still believes in this approach, as if from good groups will flow the ultimate and final solutions we have all been seeking.

This is sheer mind control, because good groups morph into evil, and vice versa, in the ongoing stage play called reality.

Ideals are twisted, infiltrators subvert plans, lessons are ignored, and the whole sorry mess repeats itself again.

What constituted a triumph of good over evil at one moment is guided into yet another collective, whose aims are “a better kind of control.”

The most deluded among us believe we are always on the cusp of a final breakthrough.

But there is no “we” to make the breakthrough.

It comes to every person on his own. And it does not arrive as the thrust of an external force, but from one’s own struggle, accompanied by insights for which there is no outside agency to lend confirmation.

If indeed it will take a thousand years to bring this collective illusion to a close, that is no cause for despondent reaction.

On the contrary, it is simply an understanding that all experiments come to an end, as does the method of thought on which they are based.

One or ten or a hundred collapses of civilization, and the resultant rebuilding, are not enough.

The pattern endures.

It can only dissolve when overwhelming numbers of individuals, each in his own way, absent self-deception, sees its bankruptcy.

The “we” and the “us” are merely postponements and cover stories splashed on the front pages of the mind.

Fighting for what is right, here and now, is vital. But it does not preclude the knowledge that, as long as people are fixated on groups as the Answer, the underlying problem will persist.

Therefore, as part of my research over the last several decades, I have explored what is now commonly called the Matrix, from the point of view of freeing the individual from it.

The first step is understanding Matrix as an ongoing perverse “work of art” and viewing the nuts and bolts of it.
http://www.redicecreations.com/article.php?id=32403

more (chapters of the book at quick glance)
http://jonrappoport.wordpress.com/2014/12/27/the-matrix-revealed-the-collective-experiment-on-planet-earth/